let it be love and heather ode

do your thing. said miss thing. things have a way of working themselves out naturally, for sure. oh, let it be, say the merry men...oh say can u see can't u let it be? you've got to try...just a little bit harder now baby, said Janis. (And get it while you can...) I think that whatever you put forth into the world...what it is that flows out of your being, will come back to you and affect you. You will be affected and effective to the world from your own self. And to all my people out there, worried about love...I believe that if you are a loving person and you want love in your life bad enough..it will be there. It already is. My dear friend, I call her the love girl...she's been in love many times, many guys fall for her deep sea eyes and heavy sighs they realize the beauty deep within her..eminating from her being illuminating what your seeing...not only with your eyes..but feeling her flow...she knows this about me too. We see the beauty in each other and know when we are showing our light to men who help us turn it on. The last man she was with didn't see all of her...he didn't know who he was dealin with! The loveliest love girl...the most amazing and beautiful, specialist, magical mermaid and nurturing mama friend rock star there is!!!! She's a musician not only with her hands, but her voice will be music to your ears. Well, she felt that this man did not know her...he wasn't appreciating her. At least, she didn't think so...because she couldn't feel it. So she's movin on...rollin with the changes like the waves in the ocean she loves with all her aquarian heart.

Tuesday morning

Virgo
August 22 - September 21
Today is your day, dear Virgo, so don't let anyone take it away from you. The key for you will be to get a head start on whatever goals you wish to accomplish. Don't waste your time thinking about how you are going to accomplish them in their minutest detail; simply get things started. The first step is the most important. You are well grounded, and this will help you get a better handle on what it is that you need to get done.

Pisces
February 18 - March 19
When it comes to making decisions, dear Pisces, do what is best for you. Don't feel like you need to perform certain tasks because you feel guilty about a past situation. Do things because you want to do them, not because you feel like you have an obligation to someone else. The only obligation you have is to yourself. If it truly is your desire to help someone else out, then by all means, go for it, but make sure you aren't sacrificing too much of yourself in the process.

Tibetan bettin'

(I got this in an email and thought it was so cool!)

TIBETAN PERSONALITY TEST ~

Take your time with this test and you will be amazed. I did this last
year when this came around and a spiritual wish I made did happen - in
fact all year long.

The Dalai Lama suggests you read it to see if it works for you. Very
Interesting.

Just 4 questions and the answers will surprise you.

Be honest and do not cheat by looking up the answers. The mind is like a
parachute, it works best when it is opened. This is fun to do, but you
have to follow the instructions very closely. Do not cheat.

MAKE A WISH BEFORE BEGINNING THE TEST!

A warning! Answer the questions as you go along. There are only 4
questions and if you see them all before finishing, you will not have
honest results.
Go down slowly, and complete each exercise as you scroll down.

Don't look ahead. Get pencil and paper to write your answers as you go
along.

You will need it at the end.. This is an honest questionnaire which will
tell you a lot about your true self. Give an answer for each item. The
first thing that comes to mind is usually your best answer. Remember -
no one sees this but you.

Ok, now did you make a wish?

(1) Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference:

Cow, Tiger, Sheep, Horse, Pig


(2) Write one word that describes each one of the following:

Dog, Cat, Rat,Coffee, Sea.


(3) Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you, which
you can relate them to the following colors. Do not repeat your answer
twice. Name just one person for each color:

Yellow, Orange, Red, White, Green.


(4) Finally, write down your favorite number, and your favorite day of
the week.

FINISHED? Please be sure that your answers are what you REALLY WANT.


Look at the interpretations below: But first before continuing,
REPEAT your wish.



ANSWERS:


(1) This will define your priorities in your life.

>Cow Signifies CAREER

>Tiger Signifies PRIDE

>Sheep Signifies LOVE

>Horse Signifies FAMILY

>Pig Signifies MONEY



(2) Your description of dog implies your own personality.


>Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.

>Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies.

>Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.

>Your description of the sea implies your own life.


(3) Yellow: Someone you will never forget

>Orange: Someone you consider your true friend

>Red: Someone that you really love

>White: Your twin soul

>Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life


4) You have to send this message to as many persons as your favorite
number and your wish will come true on the day that you recorded.


This is what the Dalai Lama has said about the Millennium - just take a
few seconds ! to look it up, read it and think.


Do not put away this message, the mantra will come out from your hands
in the next 96 hours. You will have a very pleasant surprise.


This is true, even if you are not superstitious.

Now wasn't that cool???!

LOVE...

love is pain..it is beautiful and equals ugliness. People put on their best faces for love..they disceive for love they are devious for love. They please for love and say please to love. Love is blind and it'll take over your mind drive u crazy make you call someone baby..boy you stay on my mind no matter how unkind you are like a magical sailboat driver a boy driving a remote control car imagining himself inside driving it and i imagine i am inside it too sitting right next to you. You are the boy and I am the red balloon...i wait for you to come soon so I can come too. but i wait on a moment in the velvet sea and that moment never comes the moment ends though I feel winds on my face and through my hair you still aren't there but in your mind you are i feel so far baby you can't drive my car..yes i'm gonna be a star somewhere else anywhere but where you are if I'm ever going to forget, but do i want to? why do i need to forget to stop loving you when i know that's impossible improbable for me to do? am i doing the wrong thing? it ain't all wrong but it ain't all right...i know that there is dichotomy in every part of life great and small..what then is all this about? i think it's b/c i need to find time for me..without you on my brain..i need to be just me..no thoughts of another person except me. for some reason, i may not know why now...we are meant to be apart for the time being. at least that's what i lead myself to believe. or am i just wasting more time...is it all a waste? shouldn't i just waste my time with you and turn the page in view.. is it our book or mine and i have to turn the page that leaves you in chapter 2? where are you? where is your mind..i know mine's with your mind and your mind's on my sunshine like you say... you can't get me out of your head, well has it always been bended that way in that direction or is it b/c now it seems to go that you don't know what you got till its gone i don't think we are going to forget that what we got is not a lot b/c we don't have each other when we coulda had it all, made other peoples relationships seem small compared to the great wall of our love built in this small town reaching as far as the mountains and trees right behind loomis street brushing our teeth and riding bikes i was supposed to be writing about love in general love as an entity but it turned into you...b/c you are/were the love in my life but now i feel as though i have to give up on that love..but isn't that exactly what love is not supposed to do? love never ceases..it never gives up..it holds on and continues unconditionally....i could probably write on this topic forever and ever..continue to write something more about it everyday and never ever figure it out for sure. it is a mystery..his and her-story...not really one of much glory actually rather gooey and gorey...he is crazy and makes me insanery...love is the one thing that we all strive for...it is the thing that everyone wants to have. we all have love..but is this thing called true love..the greatest love of all it is a combination of romantic love, friendship, unconditional love and desire in every sense of the word..on a physical, emotional, mental, humorful, fun, personality personalized level...i think that love is like an addiction...it's been compared to a drug...b/c once you get it, you never want to give it up..b/c its so good...you love it that much...its like when i loved blazing...i thought, how am i ever going to give this up.. i love it too much..i'm never going to be able to stop..its when it started to bug me out and not make me feel good about myself that i gave up on it. but love is something you never want to give up on..you sometimes try to ..but you cant..it keeps finding a way back into your life...and you secretly want it to. sharlene said it was like a cigarette....the beginning is so sweet...and the middle..you get used to it, but its still good..and then at the end..you know its approaching that end..and you hate to see it go...but then it eventually has to die and its the butt. i think of love as an addiction. you know its bad for you, but its so good. you cant stop it..it's out of your control..you just have to let it take its course and find the power within yourself to ..i don't even know


I wrote this a few months ago.

Tom Tom

JTR aren't you proud of me!? I have been steadily keeping up in this blog game... I hope I am doing it justice, even though I may not be a "merry prankster" like ya'll, but I got my own thang goin...miss thING stylie so listen here bro I hope you know that I am down to go to the sympos i suppose i ain't bringin no ho ho's but we may have some laughs and maybe a few ho ho ho's some jolliness may abound when we come around I hope we spark some creativity and lose our minds for a bit but they come right back so we can hard hit in the Wallingfooooord! that was whack...ok so call me or I'll call you and let me know when this simple symposium is to go down...do i have to do any research and/or homework before my arrival???
pce out
Jame aka bootz aka miss thing aka art girlsy
over
and
out

Payin Billz...

Ok, this blog post is where its at...this is how it be for billy b - he wrote this beautiful poetry and i wanted it on my blog too! I want my friends to read this too...(esp. before he erases his blog and starts a new one! Change blogs...and go.) So enjoy the creativity of a blog boy, may it inspire...

Sunday, January 09, 2005
God Meant Me to Push a Bentley

Lack of Stimulation, No Motivation
JD Salinger's Holden Caulfied Creation
Why Bother with these Organized Educations
So, I don't Miss Out on the Latest Computer Innovations
I Relax and Draw into my own Hibernation
On Second Thought that Seems like Mental Deprivation

I'll be safer cut Sut out from all the Lies and Greed Radiation
Right, Meditate, Retreat, Peace and Quiet, No Sensory Stimulation
On Second Thought that Seems like Mental Deprivation
I was Thinking more Along the Lines of Ken Kesey and his Day Glo Revolution

Forget that the only way to Find True Salvation
Is to Feed and Acto out Each and Every Inclination
Express, Write Out, Draw, Sing, Dance, Embrace Realization

For the Highest Light Stamps OUt all Stagnation
The Right Path is Designed by You Because You are Made from God's Imagination
I'm not Afraid of Fear or Your Judgement Because that Would Mean My Own Damnation

I am not of that Mold of Practice, Consume, Show Me the Money, Find Me a Wife, and Your Definition of Life, a 2 Car Garage, A House in the Hills, Kids and their Bills, I will be Happy with Self Actualization

I also Don't Push Money Away or Cry for the Day When I'll Live in a Communist Nation
For power Corrupts and I Would not Agree With that Implementation
My Life's Efforts Lie in Truth Penetratioin
And I Will Go With My Flow and Emprace My Tempation

Because My God is Everything that is and is not, All that is Light and is Right, but Also all that is Might and Just Fright; She is not Bred With Discrimination
Where Have I Been Wasting Away With All of My Procrastination
I've Been Lamenting in All of My Personal Indignation
But Now it is Time to Open Myself and Release all of This Fragmentation
Because I found My God and She is Always Giving Me a Standing Ovation
She Says I Granted You the Power to Make a Life of Your Own Illustration
So Please Do Us All a Favor and Tear Down the Walls and Release From All this Us/Them Seperation
U R My Creation and I Expect Action
So Get to Work and Continue on the Path of Your Own Creation


That poem is dated 4/5/2000 and was pretty Much the 1st Poem I Ever Wrote. There Were a Couple of 5 Liners I Wrote in 1997 after being released from the Institue of Living for being a Crazy Depressed Self Absorbed Suicidal Idiot, but it took 3 years to get it going again and this time it took 4 Years to get my Creativity Back, so let's hope this time it's forever. Thank You for Reading this if you did.

Will B.


Posted by: irieeyes / 2:01 PM
Comments:
Thank you for reading this??? What? Thank you for writing this! You've enlightened my mind and opened my eyes wider at this time in the early a.m. when they were ready to close!! I wanna like print this out and put it up on the fridge..live it, not only a little smidge...this is so beautiful. You bow to a Goddess?? Like whoa.
# posted by artgirlsy : 1:51 AM
I love this. Oh and by the way, if that was the first poem you ever wrote..well I bet you got a lot up and/or under your sleeves where that came from! I want more.
# posted by artgirlsy : 1:53 AM
Thanks Jamia, I appreciate it...of course I bow to a goddess, I came from a Goddess it wouldn't make any sense for me to bow to a man, I am a man...and I bow to no man ;).
As for there being a lot more up my sleeve, unfortunately there is not, I got really caught up in a lot of other stuff since then, there might be 1 or 2. I'll have to look, but I'm ready to write this time around and more will most certainly coming.
Thanks again Jamia.
# posted by irieeyes : 9:12 AM

The Last Time

COPY - PASTE - REPOST (this is from myspace but I didn't wanna put it on there..I just wanted to do it for fun and I decided to put it on the blog..do it too if you want! It's fun!)

last cigarette: last thursday night
last kiss: last thursday night
last library book checked out: Madame Bovary, a book of monologues and one on evolution
last movie seen: Meet the Fockers
last book read: Creative Visualization
last cuss word uttered: asshole - I was impatiently awaiting the driver in front of me and I asked him if he was gonna go or what? Bad mood.
last beverage drank: h20
last food consumed: cheese and crackers
last crush: cyber
last phone call: riz
last tv show watched: punk'd
last time showered: today at like 2
last shoes worn: mountain bootz
last cd played: mates of state (thanks JOz)
last item bought: can of blue spray paint and mask
last downloaded: Ashanti songs
last annoyance: my bro eating my piece of pizza I saved
last disappointment: my cousin standing me up because of his girlfriend?
last soda drank: coca-cola
last thing written: 1st grade Rock Hill tomorrow
last key used: car key
last words spoken: i don't know - probably
last sleep: last night in my bed. i had a dream featuring someone who i probably shouldn't tell
last im: jtr
last weird encounter: my bro's friend's cousin outside my house
last ice cream eaten: last nite, mint choc. chip in a cone
last time amused: today at play practice, I'm helping out at my old middle school as the accent coach..etc.
last time in love: hmmm...probably October and before, maybe now, but wouldn't i KNOW for sure? Events and people have fucked with my particular smittenness
last time hugged: today, grandparents
last time scolded: last nite, I spraypainted in the basement and it stunk up the house! my bad
last chair sat in: this one here in front of this screen
last lipstick used: lipsmackers gloss, the vanilla frosting kind
last underwear worn: new turquoise and hot pink hello kitty
last shirt worn: old school light blue grey san francisco t-shirt from my girl andy who happens to be living there now, very soft/worn
last time dancing: thursday night w/my 2 year old nephew
last show attended: it's been too long musically (a week or 2), but a fashion show last wed. nite i think
last webpage visited: the ny times one