Payin Billz...

Ok, this blog post is where its at...this is how it be for billy b - he wrote this beautiful poetry and i wanted it on my blog too! I want my friends to read this too...(esp. before he erases his blog and starts a new one! Change blogs...and go.) So enjoy the creativity of a blog boy, may it inspire...

Sunday, January 09, 2005
God Meant Me to Push a Bentley

Lack of Stimulation, No Motivation
JD Salinger's Holden Caulfied Creation
Why Bother with these Organized Educations
So, I don't Miss Out on the Latest Computer Innovations
I Relax and Draw into my own Hibernation
On Second Thought that Seems like Mental Deprivation

I'll be safer cut Sut out from all the Lies and Greed Radiation
Right, Meditate, Retreat, Peace and Quiet, No Sensory Stimulation
On Second Thought that Seems like Mental Deprivation
I was Thinking more Along the Lines of Ken Kesey and his Day Glo Revolution

Forget that the only way to Find True Salvation
Is to Feed and Acto out Each and Every Inclination
Express, Write Out, Draw, Sing, Dance, Embrace Realization

For the Highest Light Stamps OUt all Stagnation
The Right Path is Designed by You Because You are Made from God's Imagination
I'm not Afraid of Fear or Your Judgement Because that Would Mean My Own Damnation

I am not of that Mold of Practice, Consume, Show Me the Money, Find Me a Wife, and Your Definition of Life, a 2 Car Garage, A House in the Hills, Kids and their Bills, I will be Happy with Self Actualization

I also Don't Push Money Away or Cry for the Day When I'll Live in a Communist Nation
For power Corrupts and I Would not Agree With that Implementation
My Life's Efforts Lie in Truth Penetratioin
And I Will Go With My Flow and Emprace My Tempation

Because My God is Everything that is and is not, All that is Light and is Right, but Also all that is Might and Just Fright; She is not Bred With Discrimination
Where Have I Been Wasting Away With All of My Procrastination
I've Been Lamenting in All of My Personal Indignation
But Now it is Time to Open Myself and Release all of This Fragmentation
Because I found My God and She is Always Giving Me a Standing Ovation
She Says I Granted You the Power to Make a Life of Your Own Illustration
So Please Do Us All a Favor and Tear Down the Walls and Release From All this Us/Them Seperation
U R My Creation and I Expect Action
So Get to Work and Continue on the Path of Your Own Creation


That poem is dated 4/5/2000 and was pretty Much the 1st Poem I Ever Wrote. There Were a Couple of 5 Liners I Wrote in 1997 after being released from the Institue of Living for being a Crazy Depressed Self Absorbed Suicidal Idiot, but it took 3 years to get it going again and this time it took 4 Years to get my Creativity Back, so let's hope this time it's forever. Thank You for Reading this if you did.

Will B.


Posted by: irieeyes / 2:01 PM
Comments:
Thank you for reading this??? What? Thank you for writing this! You've enlightened my mind and opened my eyes wider at this time in the early a.m. when they were ready to close!! I wanna like print this out and put it up on the fridge..live it, not only a little smidge...this is so beautiful. You bow to a Goddess?? Like whoa.
# posted by artgirlsy : 1:51 AM
I love this. Oh and by the way, if that was the first poem you ever wrote..well I bet you got a lot up and/or under your sleeves where that came from! I want more.
# posted by artgirlsy : 1:53 AM
Thanks Jamia, I appreciate it...of course I bow to a goddess, I came from a Goddess it wouldn't make any sense for me to bow to a man, I am a man...and I bow to no man ;).
As for there being a lot more up my sleeve, unfortunately there is not, I got really caught up in a lot of other stuff since then, there might be 1 or 2. I'll have to look, but I'm ready to write this time around and more will most certainly coming.
Thanks again Jamia.
# posted by irieeyes : 9:12 AM